u made me pissed off

if you think i just nothing,and u just made some excuses
to avoid me or avoid talking to me,
well thats your lost.
i wouldn't mind if i don't talk to u
i wouldn't mind if u make more excuses.
im sorry mister even if u that i would not mind

what im trying to say is
if you dont want or if your not happy having a
conversation with others just say so
people tend to understand if u just say so.
even it hurts u have to coz it is more painful
if people will hope for you and jusst hang on them.

oh,come on,u can pissed any body with that attitude.
be careful next time. and watch ur actions
cause it really sucked what u did a while ago.
it kinda painful to do to ur friend.
even we are far from each other..
we just a newbie in friendship and if u want to have for a long time
well better change ur stupid attitude.

the real thing..

i tried all my best,
but nothing happened.
i keep on asking:
what did i done wrong
that everyday i feel this way.
i hate it,but i have to love it.
maybe its too painful
but i have to accept it.
the fact that ur so numb doesn't mean
i will not exist.
i can be better without you.
i will exist even without you.
and i will be happy
even if ur the reason why my heart is in pain.

coz single rocks.....
(i think for the mean time)