How I Wish

cassie are u happy now? Are u ok that the 5 member of the group became 2 member only? well,what i think it hurt at first right but i think you already cope with it.I am now trying to understand why? But it really hurts,it broke my heart,it crumples in pain. what i really miss about them is the couple "YUNJAE".We all know them they are the leader yunho and the oldest jaejoong. at first i don't really like this kind of boy to boy love team,but they were the responsible why i accepted and like this kind of scenario.I miss oppa and umma (as i called them),i miss their sweet moments that everyone loved. i really miss this couple,every time i watch at their mv or listen to their song,my tears automatically fall from my eyes.It hurts,cassies are all hurt. What can i do just hope right.How i wish they are still together,not in a boy-girl friend relationship but a group as tvxq.I just should accept the fact that jaejoong is a part of jyj and yunho is a part of tvxq. But i still consider tvxq as a 5 member group,no one can replace them.I will love them forever if that's possible

We got Married

"We got married?? What's the show? I don't want to watch it,it's just about virtual marriage and stuff..i dont care at all"
That's my first expression about it but after this thing happen i learned to love it.
take a look...LOL~

One day while browsing fromthe net(youtube) i found a super funny guy,so hilarious and kinda good in dancing.I did a research about him and found out that his name is jo kwon of 2am and one of the cast of We got married season 2.So i decided to search about it,then guess what i was shocked when i read an article about it,You know why,well of course my favorite beg member is his wife.So i decided to watch the first episode after that i got addicted to it.I always watch it from morning to evening. I'm really into it.I really love this couple.Adam couple is so funny,they are so cute. I always had a stomach ache because i laugh too much.
Then reality knock my door.We got Married announcement shocked everyone including me.Adam couple will come to an end. I feel so hurt so i decided i will not watch their last episode. i don't want to see them cry while saying goodbye to each other.after 3 months,after i heard the sweet potato couple will bid goodbye,i decided to watch the last episode.I prepared myself i put a tissue bos besides me,because i am sure i will cry.And while watching tears just run down in my face like a waterfalls.iIm so sad.

I will be forever a fan of ADAM couple and i hope to see them more together. I hope they will become a real couple in the future.
Fighting Adam couple!!!

In my heart

Tomorrow will be the end of my highschool days,
i started to be kpop lover when i first step on highschool and tomorrow i'll be graduating.
I'll make a new path again,but it doesn't mean that kpop era in my heart will be gone too.
Kpop is a part of my life and as time goes by my love for them is gropwing stronger.
i'll promise to be more active in kpop thingy here in my country.
I will assure that kpop will still be a part of my college life.
I will balance my studies and this hobby of mine.

Saranghae kpop idols..!!!


KPOP is my life and as long as it exist,all my boyfriend idols will exist in my dreams.

the dream that i will never achieved

once in the blue the moon, a flower blooms.
a rare flower that can barely seen
if it blooms again u can never see it..
You will only seen it once and can never been seen again.

If u have that chance grab the oppurtunity to look at it,try to get it stem
while it blooms because if i pick it in a normal moonlight it will never grow
whatever you do,whatever you try.
it can never be alive.

after i saw it i didnt grab the stem so quickly,
now that it doesnt bloom anymore
i feel ashamed that i never grab the flower i really needed for my garden

now my garden is full of sorrow, hopeless
can never be alive.
how i need that flower called a Test for your Future.

u made me pissed off

if you think i just nothing,and u just made some excuses
to avoid me or avoid talking to me,
well thats your lost.
i wouldn't mind if i don't talk to u
i wouldn't mind if u make more excuses.
im sorry mister even if u that i would not mind

what im trying to say is
if you dont want or if your not happy having a
conversation with others just say so
people tend to understand if u just say so.
even it hurts u have to coz it is more painful
if people will hope for you and jusst hang on them.

oh,come on,u can pissed any body with that attitude.
be careful next time. and watch ur actions
cause it really sucked what u did a while ago.
it kinda painful to do to ur friend.
even we are far from each other..
we just a newbie in friendship and if u want to have for a long time
well better change ur stupid attitude.

the real thing..

i tried all my best,
but nothing happened.
i keep on asking:
what did i done wrong
that everyday i feel this way.
i hate it,but i have to love it.
maybe its too painful
but i have to accept it.
the fact that ur so numb doesn't mean
i will not exist.
i can be better without you.
i will exist even without you.
and i will be happy
even if ur the reason why my heart is in pain.

coz single rocks.....
(i think for the mean time)